Everyone owns a private world. It is composed of different places, different ideas and different persons. And everyone's world represents a small piece in the jigsaw puzzle of the universe. I don't completely understand my world, but that's my favourite thing about it. I don't have any questiuon. I won't ask"Why?".
"Why?"seems to be the biggest question of the entire universe...and the irony is that it is composed of only one word.

"It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive"  <3

Dark kisses of death,

Kill my soul while your hunger is satisfied,

As my life fades away under your spell...

 

I discovered I am obsessed. Yeah, I really am. No joking. I am obsessed with Skittles. Omg, I love&adore&superlove them <3<3<3 I would do anything[I think] for Skittles. So, if you want me to be your girlfriend, bring me Skittles or take me to NY and I will also marry you if you want to.

Awww, a friend told me she will fill my mailbox with Skittles just like Juno did with Paulie. Hiiihiiii, she was so cuteee! ^ ^ Love youuuu <3

Why do I love vampires?

Most vampire characters are hot so I grew up in a way that whenever someone says "vampire" I think"HOT".

Mystery always turns me on and what can be more mysterious than a creature who only goes out at night.

They always reach my expectations. I'm sure I won't be dissapointed if I meet one of them.

They are pale.

They have dark brown eyes and red lips.

They help others quietly.

They dominate.

With a simple view over their body you are out of this boring world!

They intrigue me.

They seem to be dangerous in a nice way.

They get sleep all day and they party all the night, dude.

They can be sexy and intelligent in the same time.

They have a RWAR smile.

I wish they only were real!

One thing I'll always love is fashion. I love legs, I love high heels and I can't understand those women who don't wear high heels at least one time in their life. We own almost everything to whoever invented high heels. <3
Today I woke up singing:

"Us girls we are so magical

Soft skin, red lips, so kissable

Hard to resist so touchable

Too good to deny it

Ain't no big deal, it's innocent" <3

I....

I like to dream,but I like to make things happen.
I like being me, but I have to be a queen.
I love walking along the streets, but I want the world to be my runway.
I don't need your love. I love myself enough.
Money will not make me happy, so I have to find a balance.
I wanna be famous, I want to rule.
I discovered girls love me. I love them too.
I can't stand women who don't act like women. A woman is a woman, remember?
I want you to be curios. I'm mysterious. Take care, curiosity killed the cat.
You might think I care about you when I don't even give a damn on you.
I love when everyone tries to impress me! They just don't succed and I just don't care. But I love being famous.
I can't take messy hair or the women who don't take care of them. Eugh!..
I love Marylin Monroe. <3
Always imitated, never duplicated.Take me to New York and I will always be yours!

In Paris we become a single film..

Why do people need so many reasons? For every thing we've done or we want to do, we need to find some reasons. Why does our life depend on them? If someone will say to me: "there are no reasons" I will reply: "you lie!". There are reasons, we always look for them, even though sometimes we don't even realize.
There are too many reasons. And they form something we used to call "life".

There are some people who die a little bit every day. They become dead inside. They die when they cry for themselves, when they think their lives aren't important, they die when they hate the rain that doesn't stop, they die when they abandon their ideas even though they didn't even try, they die when they don't answer even though they know the question.
They die when MUSIC STOPS.They die when they love nobody.
Being alive means more than breathing...

Have you ever felt you don't have control over you own life? Like as if someone plays with you. The more seriously you take things, the harder the rules become. But what I know for sure is that the rules were made to be broken.

I wish for snow :(. I really miss having a snowy Christmas! I see myself in a lodge in the mountains, laying in a chair, having a coup of cappucino in my hand, listening to Cristmas Carols and having a fluffy Saint Bernard dog near me. Dudeee, I really miss having a snowball fight or making snow angels. I miss watching movies with Donald, Mickey, Goofy and so on. I miss eating apple pie and sleepind under the Cristmas tree. I miss reading "A Christmas Carol".

 Maybe Santa will bring me snow. I trust him<3

You will most likely find me laying on the floor looking at nothing, day dreaming or reading all day. I'll always be putting an act on, a smile to seem normal, or paying attention.
I like people who make me smile in an involntary way.

You know I will, oh, you can test my will.

Coffee on your lips, my thoughts in your hands, your arms around me, cigarettes, rock ' n roll, yeah, you

ROCK my soul.

I wanna be a child again. Seriously, I really miss having no problems, laughing, watching cartoons [I still watch cartoons, but not so often]. I miss being happy without reason, or just being happy, not alwayd tiried...I think I miss all those things. Or not. I've always said I don't wanna be 7 years old again, but now I'm indecided. Or maybe I just miss summer, when I was happy, I was having fun, I was drunk and in love. Yeah, I miss summer! :[

I love Christmas. I do. I love it until it becomes national business. People, wake up. Santa Claus is not a bank manager, not to talk about Jessus [p.s: i don't wanna talk about religion problems].

I adore spending Christmas with the people I care about, not with the whole city! I don't need a fake "Merry Christmas!" or worse, one said because of holidays routine. I mean it. If you say it just because people often say it when it's Christmas, you'd better shut up. I don't wanna hear it. I don't need fake blandness.

Another thing I have to mention: I don't expect or need gifts. I need hugs.They're definitely better!

All I want for Christmas is snow [ok,ok,and him].

P.s: Santa, I will let you muffins and a glass of milk[not wine, you know you must drive carefully!]under the Christmas Tree! ^ ^

There are times in my life when I am grateful for being alive. This is one of those times.

I sing, I hug my friends, I laugh, I cry, I'm bad, I'm good, I help, I scream, I sleep 12 hours, I drink cappucino, I listen to music, I dream of having a guitar and playing it, I watch movies, I read books, I get drunk and so on.
I feel no pain, nothing hurts me anymore. I'm fine, seriously.

There is no "fight your fear". You just do it. Yes, you can. You always can, especially if there's somebody near you and if you want to do it. It doesn't matter if you truly believe that you can do it or not, all that matters is the fact that you want to. All those people that say "I couldn't do it" or  "I want to do it but I don't know how" are scared. They lie themselves. I swear!

And how I know it so well? I've been there. Yes,I did. I thought the same shit until I woke up. oO

Certainly I'm not in the mood. I'm fucked up and my head's a mess. Even though everything is upside down for me, there is still a good part. I've discovered something. I don't care. I mean it. It doesn't affect me anymore. I don't know why, maybe i realized this is who I am. And this is how I want to be. It feels like me and God damn it, it's the best fucking feeling i have ever had..
I just care about a few persons. I would do anything for them. The rest may go to hell, i'm pretty sure i will not feel anything if it happens. This is how it was meant to be. WTF? Who belives it? This is me. Nd I'm proud of myself. Should I say more? Just a thing: don't try to know me better, I'm sure you'll regret it later. Don't try to make me your friend, especially if I don't give a damn on you.
I'll stop here. Nothing more to add.
^^

Hollywood is a place where they'll pay you a thousand dollars for a kiss and fifty cents for your soul..
...If you can make a girl laugh - you can make her do anything...
It's often just enough to be with someone. I don't need to touch them. Not even talk. A feeling passes between you both. You're not alone.”
The truth is I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody I wasn't.

Yeah, I love her <3.

I still have nights when the tears roll down my face. I still think that the society we live in it's sick.

I have days when i walk along the streets with my hands and my dreams in my pockets.

The city i live in it's gray. Sometimes teenagers color it, but they are modern now, the computer erased their hearts. People walk faster and faster. In which direction? Don't they know that when you want to fly the road is endless? But..I'm not afraid anymore. I'm not afraid of being different.

Being different it's the only way to keep your soul clean. ^ ^

You sit in a room with your guitar

Hopingyour songs will make it better <3

I don't have a guitar, but i would love to.It's one of my dreams.

 I must say that  i feel better now than a few days ago. I have my reasons: a lot of chocolate, my special friends and my music.A minute ago a friend said to me: I'll steal you for a night and i'll make you pancakes. Because of her, now I have a big smile upon my face.

Thank you, wifey, I truly love yoooouuuuu!! Hihi , ^^.

I give myself a deadline till i turn eighteen. I gotta be FAMOUS,BEAUTIFUL and THIN

^ ^