I love Christmas. I do. I love it until it becomes national business. People, wake up. Santa Claus is not a bank manager, not to talk about Jessus [p.s: i don't wanna talk about religion problems].

I adore spending Christmas with the people I care about, not with the whole city! I don't need a fake "Merry Christmas!" or worse, one said because of holidays routine. I mean it. If you say it just because people often say it when it's Christmas, you'd better shut up. I don't wanna hear it. I don't need fake blandness.

Another thing I have to mention: I don't expect or need gifts. I need hugs.They're definitely better!

All I want for Christmas is snow [ok,ok,and him].

P.s: Santa, I will let you muffins and a glass of milk[not wine, you know you must drive carefully!]under the Christmas Tree! ^ ^

There are times in my life when I am grateful for being alive. This is one of those times.

I sing, I hug my friends, I laugh, I cry, I'm bad, I'm good, I help, I scream, I sleep 12 hours, I drink cappucino, I listen to music, I dream of having a guitar and playing it, I watch movies, I read books, I get drunk and so on.
I feel no pain, nothing hurts me anymore. I'm fine, seriously.

There is no "fight your fear". You just do it. Yes, you can. You always can, especially if there's somebody near you and if you want to do it. It doesn't matter if you truly believe that you can do it or not, all that matters is the fact that you want to. All those people that say "I couldn't do it" or  "I want to do it but I don't know how" are scared. They lie themselves. I swear!

And how I know it so well? I've been there. Yes,I did. I thought the same shit until I woke up. oO

Certainly I'm not in the mood. I'm fucked up and my head's a mess. Even though everything is upside down for me, there is still a good part. I've discovered something. I don't care. I mean it. It doesn't affect me anymore. I don't know why, maybe i realized this is who I am. And this is how I want to be. It feels like me and God damn it, it's the best fucking feeling i have ever had..
I just care about a few persons. I would do anything for them. The rest may go to hell, i'm pretty sure i will not feel anything if it happens. This is how it was meant to be. WTF? Who belives it? This is me. Nd I'm proud of myself. Should I say more? Just a thing: don't try to know me better, I'm sure you'll regret it later. Don't try to make me your friend, especially if I don't give a damn on you.
I'll stop here. Nothing more to add.
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Hollywood is a place where they'll pay you a thousand dollars for a kiss and fifty cents for your soul..
...If you can make a girl laugh - you can make her do anything...
It's often just enough to be with someone. I don't need to touch them. Not even talk. A feeling passes between you both. You're not alone.”
The truth is I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody I wasn't.

Yeah, I love her <3.

I still have nights when the tears roll down my face. I still think that the society we live in it's sick.

I have days when i walk along the streets with my hands and my dreams in my pockets.

The city i live in it's gray. Sometimes teenagers color it, but they are modern now, the computer erased their hearts. People walk faster and faster. In which direction? Don't they know that when you want to fly the road is endless? But..I'm not afraid anymore. I'm not afraid of being different.

Being different it's the only way to keep your soul clean. ^ ^

You sit in a room with your guitar

Hopingyour songs will make it better <3

I don't have a guitar, but i would love to.It's one of my dreams.

 I must say that  i feel better now than a few days ago. I have my reasons: a lot of chocolate, my special friends and my music.A minute ago a friend said to me: I'll steal you for a night and i'll make you pancakes. Because of her, now I have a big smile upon my face.

Thank you, wifey, I truly love yoooouuuuu!! Hihi , ^^.

I give myself a deadline till i turn eighteen. I gotta be FAMOUS,BEAUTIFUL and THIN

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