joi, 10 decembrie 2009

I....

I like to dream,but I like to make things happen.
I like being me, but I have to be a queen.
I love walking along the streets, but I want the world to be my runway.
I don't need your love. I love myself enough.
Money will not make me happy, so I have to find a balance.
I wanna be famous, I want to rule.
I discovered girls love me. I love them too.
I can't stand women who don't act like women. A woman is a woman, remember?
I want you to be curios. I'm mysterious. Take care, curiosity killed the cat.
You might think I care about you when I don't even give a damn on you.
I love when everyone tries to impress me! They just don't succed and I just don't care. But I love being famous.
I can't take messy hair or the women who don't take care of them. Eugh!..
I love Marylin Monroe. <3
Always imitated, never duplicated.Take me to New York and I will always be yours!
In Paris we become a single film..

Why do people need so many reasons? For every thing we've done or we want to do, we need to find some reasons. Why does our life depend on them? If someone will say to me: "there are no reasons" I will reply: "you lie!". There are reasons, we always look for them, even though sometimes we don't even realize.
There are too many reasons. And they form something we used to call "life".
There are some people who die a little bit every day. They become dead inside. They die when they cry for themselves, when they think their lives aren't important, they die when they hate the rain that doesn't stop, they die when they abandon their ideas even though they didn't even try, they die when they don't answer even though they know the question.
They die when MUSIC STOPS.They die when they love nobody.
Being alive means more than breathing...
Have you ever felt you don't have control over you own life? Like as if someone plays with you. The more seriously you take things, the harder the rules become. But what I know for sure is that the rules were made to be broken.
I wish for snow :(. I really miss having a snowy Christmas! I see myself in a lodge in the mountains, laying in a chair, having a coup of cappucino in my hand, listening to Cristmas Carols and having a fluffy Saint Bernard dog near me. Dudeee, I really miss having a snowball fight or making snow angels. I miss watching movies with Donald, Mickey, Goofy and so on. I miss eating apple pie and sleepind under the Cristmas tree. I miss reading "A Christmas Carol".

 Maybe Santa will bring me snow. I trust him<3
You will most likely find me laying on the floor looking at nothing, day dreaming or reading all day. I'll always be putting an act on, a smile to seem normal, or paying attention.
I like people who make me smile in an involntary way.

miercuri, 9 decembrie 2009

You know I will, oh, you can test my will.

sâmbătă, 5 decembrie 2009

Coffee on your lips, my thoughts in your hands, your arms around me, cigarettes, rock ' n roll, yeah, you
ROCK my soul.

vineri, 4 decembrie 2009

I wanna be a child again. Seriously, I really miss having no problems, laughing, watching cartoons [I still watch cartoons, but not so often]. I miss being happy without reason, or just being happy, not alwayd tiried...I think I miss all those things. Or not. I've always said I don't wanna be 7 years old again, but now I'm indecided. Or maybe I just miss summer, when I was happy, I was having fun, I was drunk and in love. Yeah, I miss summer! :[